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Dunno why the urge to post, except I don't want to go to bed.

Indecisive, mind-game-playing women need to stay the hell out of my life. If you don't know what you want to do with me, I'll be glad to tell you--nothing. Leave me the fuck alone. I am dead honest and point blank about where I am and what I want and I know it. So quit screwing around with my life and then trying to make me be the bad guy because I'm hurt. I've had it.

I feel like this whole year has been about nearly nothing but loss and pain, and having my hopes raised just to be snatched out from under me...more loss, more pain.